Staying at home has given me a lot of time for Spring Cleaning. I finally went into the last box of my parent’s papers this weekend and found this note from my Mom.
When my parent’s were still coming over for dinners on Friday and we recognized something was amiss, but were unsure what, my Mom asked if I would join her for the annual physical. She had mentioned that they were having trouble keeping up with the medicines and she was worried about my Dad … would I join? This was the note she gave me summarizing all of their medications. I attended and sat quietly and watched as concerns were raised and then mostly dismissed.
Within a year, my mom had a minor stroke and she readily accepted my rides to the doctor. However, this was the beginning of the trouble in some regards. My Mom was in disbelief that she had a stroke, and started to challenge that I was making it up. She began to debate me on the way to the appointments when I would simply report that we were going to see the neurologist. When she asked “why” and I reported it was because of her stroke, she would guffaw in disbelief. At the appointment, she argued with the neurologist. Good times. ; <
I wish I had know about Anosognosia. From the Stroke Connection: “Anosognosia (pronounced an-a-sog-NO-sia) refers to a person’s lack of awareness of their own motor, visual or cognitive deficits. It can happen in people with stroke, traumatic brain injury, multiple sclerosis, Parkinson’s disease, Huntington’s disease and Alzheimer’s disease.”
Looking back, I realize that even just stating that she has a stroke created an emotional response in my Mom that left her feeling like I did not have her best interests. She became very protective of her information and in return, insisted that she could manage her own affairs.
I learned over time that my parent’s responded with emotion to information or events. Any information citing they were unable to manage their own health and welfare pushed them into a defensive mode. If I arrived for a visit stressed, they would absorb my anxiety and we would have a terrible visit.
During this time my siblings and I watched as:
- Their licenses were revoked and they continued to drive their cars;
- They failed to pay their bills regularly and ran into issues with water and electricity;
- Ultimately, their retirement community threatened to kick them out if they would not move from independent into the assisted living community.
I was ready in the wings when it was time to act, but it was more than two years before I was allowed back in to help. When I did re-enter I had learned a lot about how best to support and respond to my parent’s needs.
The current state of affairs may be a bridge that opens to invite you in to help. While many families are isolating themselves from their loved ones to protect them, others are including them in the shelter in place orders.
May you and your family find peace, joy, and common ground on which to move forward. Wished.
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I’ve been there. It just is such a difficult thing. My beloved mom passed away (stroke and Alzheimer’s) last November. I am so grateful she is not having to deal with the non visitation that is going on right now. She was aware enough that it would have broke her heart.
On Sun, Mar 22, 2020, 3:20 PM Dealing with Dementia wrote:
> Kay H. Bransford posted: ” Staying at home has given me a lot of time for > Spring Cleaning. I finally went into the last box of my parent’s papers > this weekend and found this note from my Mom. When my parent’s were still > coming over for dinners on Friday and we recognized ” >
I am thankful I don’t have to have the extra guilt over something I couldn’t control.